well, allow me to retort.
what amazing damage control on your part. always the public relations man first, human second.
what you kids read on mr. wentz' journal was for you, not for me.
"chris if you want to talk the phone line is there."
this line is absolute bullshit.
the impression he is trying to give is one of an extended hand. if any of you pay enough attention to my posts on the dissolution of friendships you will know that my hand has been extended since august of last year. i have repeatedly emailed, texted, called, and instant messaged said dude. one email for every month. each email telling him that despite our differences and the fame and gossip i missed him as a friend. that i was always willing to sit down and talk, but im also smart enough to know when a motherfucker doesnt want to talk to me anymore. they just dont respond. (remember when we used to laugh about how that was the worst thing to do to a person, pete?) so i sent what would be my last email last month that ended as such:
"...truth is, i miss your black ass. its that simple. take it or leave it. i cant keep extending my hand and getting it slapped away. if you dont want anymore pestering emails, cool, i understand...but sometimes im just too dumb to give up."
do these sound like the words of a irrational dude?
are these the words of someone who is not making an attempt?
the previous post is a direct attack on a person who i found out this morning had betrayed my loyalty and tried to manipulate my relationship with one of the most amazing fucking people i have ever met. you tell my girlfriend outright lies and exaggerations then have the audacity to hug me like we're boys?
my response is HIS consequence for HIS actions.
i apologize to all the lurkers i blamed.
sorry, it was your hero who was responsible all along.
notice he didnt deny any of the allegations?
its funny how hes now trying to take the "higher road".
so let me get this straight? was the higher road when you were trying to have cyber sex with my girlfriend or was the higher road when you were telling her fabrications and trying your best to tear apart my relationship?
its funny how i go from being an amazing friend to a hanger-on in a matter of months in his eyes.
only when faced with an internet backlash does the phony have something to say.
only when prompted by his MANAGEMENT (yes, its true) to respond does he extend a hand.
"chris if you want to talk the phone line is there."
fuck you. shove your hollow words up your ass.
you've had my phone number for years. you may recognize it, its the one you're always hitting 'send to voice mail'.
its called 'accountability'. big people know what this is.
every word of what i wrote is absolutely true and i will not back down from my position.
you may not agree with my methods and thats fine.
what i will apologize for is the collateral damage. i spoke with an amazing friend today who is part of the band and i explained my position. to him, to all involved i would like to say im sorry. i had no intention of things getting this out of control. again for the cheap seats:
what i said about the way the fans were treated was not something i saw except from anyone but pete.
this is about pete, NOT about falloutboy.
a few days ago i said something to the effect of using a livejournal to communicate and how it was petty.
well, i still agree.
i tried being cordial about this but let me explain something;
i dont have much, but what i do have i hold close. and like ive always said, if you try to attack, hurt or defile what i love, what i have sacrificed for...if you betray my confidence and loyalty, well then you better prepare to get your eyes stabbed out and for me to attack you in every possible way.
yes, im fucking furious. yes, i want to punch him in his goddamn throat. and yes i am going to use every weapon in this arsenal of mine to bring to light what an insincere fraud he is.
is this between pete and i?
yes.
is this inappropriate for me to put our business out on the internet?
possibly.
but you have to remember, the way he responds to things is through his platform, which happens to be songs.
the way i respond is through my platform, which just so happens to be a shitty livejournal.
all of his songs are about shitty girls and fake friends and thats ok, yet if my post is about someone who has abused my trust then thats wrong?
so its ok for TBS to have song beef with brand new but its NOT ok for chris to expose pete for being the backstabbing ex friend that he is?
say what you will about me. i dont mind, ive heard it all before and better at that.
im not here for fans.
im not here for money.
i dont give a fuck if 2 or 2000 of you love what i have to say.
i dont make a nickle off of these words.
"oh but chris, you just want attention."
really? well, what does that get me?
weirdo glares at basement shows and 10 extra instant messages a day?
wow, yeah, that MUST be my motivation.
ive always told you kids to question motives.
me.
him.
and everything you come in contact with.
so what does he have to lose?
money. fans. fame. support and a life exposed as the hypocrite he is.
what do i have to lose?
internet fans?
well, im not here for the fans.
im here for the friends and they know who they are.
and you're not one of them anymore.
im sorry if i smudged the idea of your little golden boy but im not in the business of sugar coating life, and if you hate me for that, then so be it.
i hold myself to higher standards.
i will not clap for a fraud.
i will not extend my hand for a toxic person who no longer deserves a place in my life.
take sides, dont take sides it wont change my life...
because ill still be the motherfucker on the other end of this keyboard killing myself with genuine words.
can your heroes on twenty foot stages say that?
stay rusted bro.
the kids wouldnt have you any other way.
the end.
the absolute truth.
this will be the last i speak of this.
do not instant message me or email me about this anymore.
1. i will not back down from what i said. everything i listed is 100% true. believe it or not. i was there on multiple tours and hotel rooms. you were not.
2. i am not gay...although i wish i was because the amount of cock i could score in this neighborhood is astounding.
3. ive sold 2 books since monday. after printing and shipping costs ive made a profit of $10. yeah, im TOTALLY exploiting this to sell my book.
4. screw you guys. i play for team patrick.
5. jeanae is an outright liar. anyone who knows kate knows her claims couldnt be more false and anyone who knows that girl knows what an insane liar she is...but what can you expect from the yoko ono of falloutboy. shes protecting her sugar daddy. i suppose i have to respect that. she also IMed me today to apologize for the comments she made but then got a little bummed when i told her to, "go fuck herself."
6. this is a JOURNAL you turd burglars. im allowed to post WHATEVER I WANT. like the time i put my finger in my ass to see if it would make the orgasm that more intense, which it did (insert gay joke here) or the time i gargled with cat shit. see, i can say anything i want because its my JOURNAL.
7. is this petty?
yes.
is this immature.
yes.
am i 14?
god i wish i was because 14 year old chicks have the most amazing boobs.
yes, i did what i did out of anger and spite. was it childish? ABSOLUTELY.
but guess what? i only have one weapon in my arsenal. one. and his hand forced me to push the button.
so what have we learned here kids? dont try and fuck your friends girlfriend and if you're planning on betraying someone you better make damn sure you're aware of what theyre capable of because i will smash your fucking world with low blows and cheap shots if thats what the situation calls for. i will poison and rip apart your fucking life because if im going down you better believe im taking you with me.
its that simple.
but its the truth.
now back away from the internet you pasty bastards and go play outside. dont be afraid of that bright thing above you, its called 'the sun', you lazy lazy motherfuckers.
i will now go masturbate into a sock while listening to blood for blood so i can get a good and mean tug then watch my new minor threat dvd.
we stand our ground.
even when it hurts.
we stand by our words.
we smash all fakes.
we are not your friends.
we live deliberately.
we will kill for family.
we are all going straight to hell with smiles and middle fingers.
we are the fuck you personified.
we are the dirt poets.
what amazing damage control on your part. always the public relations man first, human second.
what you kids read on mr. wentz' journal was for you, not for me.
"chris if you want to talk the phone line is there."
this line is absolute bullshit.
the impression he is trying to give is one of an extended hand. if any of you pay enough attention to my posts on the dissolution of friendships you will know that my hand has been extended since august of last year. i have repeatedly emailed, texted, called, and instant messaged said dude. one email for every month. each email telling him that despite our differences and the fame and gossip i missed him as a friend. that i was always willing to sit down and talk, but im also smart enough to know when a motherfucker doesnt want to talk to me anymore. they just dont respond. (remember when we used to laugh about how that was the worst thing to do to a person, pete?) so i sent what would be my last email last month that ended as such:
"...truth is, i miss your black ass. its that simple. take it or leave it. i cant keep extending my hand and getting it slapped away. if you dont want anymore pestering emails, cool, i understand...but sometimes im just too dumb to give up."
do these sound like the words of a irrational dude?
are these the words of someone who is not making an attempt?
the previous post is a direct attack on a person who i found out this morning had betrayed my loyalty and tried to manipulate my relationship with one of the most amazing fucking people i have ever met. you tell my girlfriend outright lies and exaggerations then have the audacity to hug me like we're boys?
my response is HIS consequence for HIS actions.
i apologize to all the lurkers i blamed.
sorry, it was your hero who was responsible all along.
notice he didnt deny any of the allegations?
its funny how hes now trying to take the "higher road".
so let me get this straight? was the higher road when you were trying to have cyber sex with my girlfriend or was the higher road when you were telling her fabrications and trying your best to tear apart my relationship?
its funny how i go from being an amazing friend to a hanger-on in a matter of months in his eyes.
only when faced with an internet backlash does the phony have something to say.
only when prompted by his MANAGEMENT (yes, its true) to respond does he extend a hand.
"chris if you want to talk the phone line is there."
fuck you. shove your hollow words up your ass.
you've had my phone number for years. you may recognize it, its the one you're always hitting 'send to voice mail'.
its called 'accountability'. big people know what this is.
every word of what i wrote is absolutely true and i will not back down from my position.
you may not agree with my methods and thats fine.
what i will apologize for is the collateral damage. i spoke with an amazing friend today who is part of the band and i explained my position. to him, to all involved i would like to say im sorry. i had no intention of things getting this out of control. again for the cheap seats:
what i said about the way the fans were treated was not something i saw except from anyone but pete.
this is about pete, NOT about falloutboy.
a few days ago i said something to the effect of using a livejournal to communicate and how it was petty.
well, i still agree.
i tried being cordial about this but let me explain something;
i dont have much, but what i do have i hold close. and like ive always said, if you try to attack, hurt or defile what i love, what i have sacrificed for...if you betray my confidence and loyalty, well then you better prepare to get your eyes stabbed out and for me to attack you in every possible way.
yes, im fucking furious. yes, i want to punch him in his goddamn throat. and yes i am going to use every weapon in this arsenal of mine to bring to light what an insincere fraud he is.
is this between pete and i?
yes.
is this inappropriate for me to put our business out on the internet?
possibly.
but you have to remember, the way he responds to things is through his platform, which happens to be songs.
the way i respond is through my platform, which just so happens to be a shitty livejournal.
all of his songs are about shitty girls and fake friends and thats ok, yet if my post is about someone who has abused my trust then thats wrong?
so its ok for TBS to have song beef with brand new but its NOT ok for chris to expose pete for being the backstabbing ex friend that he is?
say what you will about me. i dont mind, ive heard it all before and better at that.
im not here for fans.
im not here for money.
i dont give a fuck if 2 or 2000 of you love what i have to say.
i dont make a nickle off of these words.
"oh but chris, you just want attention."
really? well, what does that get me?
weirdo glares at basement shows and 10 extra instant messages a day?
wow, yeah, that MUST be my motivation.
ive always told you kids to question motives.
me.
him.
and everything you come in contact with.
so what does he have to lose?
money. fans. fame. support and a life exposed as the hypocrite he is.
what do i have to lose?
internet fans?
well, im not here for the fans.
im here for the friends and they know who they are.
and you're not one of them anymore.
im sorry if i smudged the idea of your little golden boy but im not in the business of sugar coating life, and if you hate me for that, then so be it.
i hold myself to higher standards.
i will not clap for a fraud.
i will not extend my hand for a toxic person who no longer deserves a place in my life.
take sides, dont take sides it wont change my life...
because ill still be the motherfucker on the other end of this keyboard killing myself with genuine words.
can your heroes on twenty foot stages say that?
stay rusted bro.
the kids wouldnt have you any other way.
the end.
the absolute truth.
this will be the last i speak of this.
do not instant message me or email me about this anymore.
1. i will not back down from what i said. everything i listed is 100% true. believe it or not. i was there on multiple tours and hotel rooms. you were not.
2. i am not gay...although i wish i was because the amount of cock i could score in this neighborhood is astounding.
3. ive sold 2 books since monday. after printing and shipping costs ive made a profit of $10. yeah, im TOTALLY exploiting this to sell my book.
4. screw you guys. i play for team patrick.
5. jeanae is an outright liar. anyone who knows kate knows her claims couldnt be more false and anyone who knows that girl knows what an insane liar she is...but what can you expect from the yoko ono of falloutboy. shes protecting her sugar daddy. i suppose i have to respect that. she also IMed me today to apologize for the comments she made but then got a little bummed when i told her to, "go fuck herself."
6. this is a JOURNAL you turd burglars. im allowed to post WHATEVER I WANT. like the time i put my finger in my ass to see if it would make the orgasm that more intense, which it did (insert gay joke here) or the time i gargled with cat shit. see, i can say anything i want because its my JOURNAL.
7. is this petty?
yes.
is this immature.
yes.
am i 14?
god i wish i was because 14 year old chicks have the most amazing boobs.
yes, i did what i did out of anger and spite. was it childish? ABSOLUTELY.
but guess what? i only have one weapon in my arsenal. one. and his hand forced me to push the button.
so what have we learned here kids? dont try and fuck your friends girlfriend and if you're planning on betraying someone you better make damn sure you're aware of what theyre capable of because i will smash your fucking world with low blows and cheap shots if thats what the situation calls for. i will poison and rip apart your fucking life because if im going down you better believe im taking you with me.
its that simple.
but its the truth.
now back away from the internet you pasty bastards and go play outside. dont be afraid of that bright thing above you, its called 'the sun', you lazy lazy motherfuckers.
i will now go masturbate into a sock while listening to blood for blood so i can get a good and mean tug then watch my new minor threat dvd.
we stand our ground.
even when it hurts.
we stand by our words.
we smash all fakes.
we are not your friends.
we live deliberately.
we will kill for family.
we are all going straight to hell with smiles and middle fingers.
we are the fuck you personified.
we are the dirt poets.
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